Never to see you, laugh with you or hold your hand, never to discuss things, shop at John Lewis, drive into Olney, visit our friends and family - Why did it have to be you? I know you accepted it and bore it so bravely but I simply can't darling Help me accept this life without you. 😖 Its 131 days the same number of full days you survived from diagnosis. It's seems like yesterday in my broken heart. I love you so. POW