330 days. I went to Chatsworth and every photo you had taken there 7 years ago I managed to see the same view. Didn't walk round the lake as you had but wish you had been there too to tell me all about it. Missing you today more than I understand. Perhaps it's because I had a card from Clareypops. She misses you too so sends love to her bruvver! I want to move on but you just keep pulling me back. Daisy has diabetes wish you were here to calm me down like you did when Kleine had it. Need your calmness and intelligence to stop me going off track. Love you darling. Send help - who first said that? It's a quote isn't it?