Well I hope you'd have been proud. This is part of my new direction without you so you know none of these marvellous girls, or the joy I experience when I'm with them. Oh how I wished you could have been my plus one so I could have showed you off. My clever, handsome, funny man. You would have regaled everyone with stories whilst I looked on in wonder and pride. Instead I went alone - I'll never get used to it. I was always with you. Never the other way around. It was never here's Jan with David. It was always here's David with Jan. You were the moon and I was your satellite. Oh darling how I miss you.